Jangan Ada Benci

Sedihnya sy hari ni.. Allah je yg tahu. All this because of the perfume that I accidentally took out under my bed. That perfume is meant for my hantaran to him. :'( Sedihnya.. sedihnya! Lebih-lebih lagi bila mengingatkan that yesterday, 01-01-2011 was supposedly to be our nikah & reception day.

Suddenly timbul rasa menyesal since I had remove him totally from my life. I know that currently he must be in a deep frustration as I've broke the promise on not to remove him from my FB. I'm sorry R. I'm really really sorry.. :'( Trust me, I did this for our own good..

However, one thing I hope he may know.. Sy tak pernah benci dia. Never ever I did not and will not! Sy redha atas segalanya. Demi Allah. Mudah-mudahan dia juga begitu..

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti

Berubah hala serta memungkiri janji

Jangan ada benci

Suka dan duka dilalui

Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian

Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan

Jangan dikesalkan

Jangan lantaran kegagalan

Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

Ungkit-mengungkiti

Sakit-menyakiti

Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia

Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba

Kadangkala yang berlaku

Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku

Past is past. Let bygones be bygones. Sy doakan semoga dia berjumpa dgn seseorang yg jauh lebih baik dari sy. InsyaAllah. Wanita yg baik utk lelaki yg baik..dan lelaki yg sgt baik sepertinya, pasti akan bertemu jodoh terbaiknya. InsyaAllah. Aminn~