When U Believe

Alhamdulillah.. Hari ni sy sedikit tenang dari hari-hari yg sebelumnya. Selepas kembali suci, dpt lah sy kembali membaca kalam Allah yg lebih seminggu lebih tidak disentuh. Benarlah, bila mana kita dlm keadaan uzur, sgt mudah kita beremosi serta dipengaruhi makhluk yg dijadikanNya dr api itu.. Astarghfirullahhalazim, mudah-mudahan Allah mengampuni sy..

Hari ni sy bangun dr tidur seperti biasa. Namun begitu, sesuatu yg aneh sy rasakan bilamana sy bangun dgn satu semangat yg entah dr mana datangnya. Pantas sy ke bilik air utk mandi, solat dan mengaji. Usai mengaji, sy bersiap ke ofis dan melangkahkan kaki penuh keyakinan. *Perasaan luar biasa yg seolah-olah spt org yg mendapat kenaikan pangkat*. Sesampai sy di ofis, sy melemparkan senyuman pd semua org sehinggakan rakan se'batch' dgn sy menegur, "Kau ni knp? Tersengih-sengih ni..".

Di tempat duduk, sy terus membuka pc. Malas mahu bersarapan rasanya. Memandangkan masih awal, sy online dan membaca e-mail yahoo sy seperti biasa. *Mujur di ofis baru ni tiada kekangan utk berinternet*. Tiba-tiba mata sy tertancap pada e-mail yg diberikan oleh seorang sahabat di tempat kerja lama. Dia mengirimkan sy such a motivational thoughts. Tersenyum lebar sy membacanya. Semakin sy membaca, tiba-tiba hati menjadi sebak pula. Terharu sy dgn kata-kata hikmah dan sokongan darinya, seorang sahabat. Jauh di sudut hati, sy memanjatkan kesyukuran pd Ya Rabb atas kurniaan sahabat yg begitu byk di sekeliling sy. Syukran Ya Allah. Di akhir e-mail kirimannya, disertakan sekali klip mp3 berserta lirik lagu nyanyian Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey yg begitu memberi perangsang for me to move forward.

 When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who know what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who know what miracle
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see you way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who know what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe 

Benar,hidup ini ibarat lautan. Ada pasang surutnya. Namun tetap teguh memberikan manfaat yg byk dgn hikmah yg Allah turunkan didalamnya. Semoga aku juga begitu. Ok fara, let's move! Keep it strong! Andai rebah, bangkitlah semula. Andai terluka, ingatlah janjiNya! InsyaAllah, keajaiban yg ditunggu itu pastikan tiba jua!

Alhamdulillah.. Urusan hari ini dipermudahkanNya. Sy berjaya melaksanakan kerja sy dgn tenang & paling penting tanpa diganggu sedikit pun oleh segala apa yg pernah berlaku. Subhanallah. Thank you Allah! Thank you for everything. =)